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  “That condom only covers three quarters of your dick!” I said as I pulled him closer to me.

  “You shouldn’t laugh at my man hood, ever.” He said as he positioned the tip of his cock at my entrance. “I’m not going to like this one bit just so you know.”

  “Well, it’s either this, a baby, or none at all.” I breathed out as he pushed deeper inside of me.

  “I’d rather pull and pray than this fucking thing.” He said as he looked down at where he was now pulling out of me then slowly sinking back inside of me.

  I shivered as he moaned and circled his hips when he had pushed as far inside of me as he could. “Please Chass, I can’t feel shit let me take it off, I promise I’ll pull out way before I pop my load.” He asked me as he licked my ear lobe then pinched it between his teeth. I shook my head ‘no’ and wrapped my legs around his waist tighter. His jaw muscles ticked as he stared into my eyes and pumped his hips back and forth and harder each thrust inside of me. I cupped his face in my hands and pulled him down to kiss me. Pulling his bottom lip between my teeth and lightly biting down caused him to growl and push deeper and harder inside of me. We continued kissing until my orgasm rolled out of me, I laid there breathing heavy as Jet continued to pump in and out of me. He shook his head, “I give up, I can’t cum with this on.” He said then flopped down on the bed beside me and pulled the condom off then tossed it into the trash can.

  “Really, you’re not going to cum? You’re just going to quit?” I asked in complete shock.

  “Yep, I told you I couldn’t feel shit with it on, my dick is too big for them and it takes away the sensations. None the less I’ve been inside you already without it.” He replied.

  “Well, I’m sorry but I really don’t want to get pregnant Jet and I’m sure that a kid is the last thing on your agenda while you’re in college.” I quickly shut up when I remembered he had finally met his son Chase while in Boone.

  “So you don’t trust me then? You don’t think I’m smart enough to know when I’m going to blow my load? Yeah a kid is the last thing I need, especially since I just met my first and probably only son.” He said then hurriedly climbed off the bed and stormed into the bathroom and slammed the door behind him. I crawled out of bed and walked into the bathroom, “I’m just showering real quick to get the nasty fucking latex smell off of me.” Jet said as he washed his body. I stepped into the shower and stopped his hands from washing himself, I let the shower spray rinse him off then I knelt down in front of him. “Chass you don’t have to..” he trailed off when I pushed his cock into my mouth and swirled my tongue around it then pulled it out of my mouth. I looked up at him as I continued to suck on his hardening cock while cupping his balls in my other hand. He had his head thrown back and his fist clenched at his sides then he looked down at me gripped his cock and pulled it out of my mouth. He rubbed it around my lips then thrust it back inside my mouth, I braced my hands on his thighs as he punched his hips back and forth. With his other hand he gripped a handful of my hair tilted my head back, with a growl he pulled out and stroked his cock a couple of times until he was shooting warm jets of cum against my lips. His cock twitched until he released the grip on it, he used the hand that was gripping my hair and wiped the cum off of my lips. “I’d sure hate for you to not like the taste.” He said then stepped out of the shower leaving me speechless and pissed off.

  “What the fuck is your problem?” I yelled as I washed my face then shut the shower off got out and dried off.

  Jet whipped around, “What’s MY fucking problem? YOU, you’re my fucking problem. You don’t trust me, I totally get that I went too far with Riley. I fucking apologized for that. What did you do? You ran Chass, you always fucking run. We’re adults and should be able to talk shit through but no, it’s easier for you to get pissed and just leave. I WANTED you there so if I won that race I could share that with you, well I fucking won but where was my girlfriend? Not with me!” He stopped talking when his cell phone rang, he looked at the caller ID, “I’m really in no mood to talk to her.” He said when he seen it was his mom calling. He silenced his phone, put on some gym shorts then crawled into bed. I crawled in beside him but kept my back to him. We were both exhausted I knew that he had to be more tired than me since he had flown back the same night of the race.

  I rolled over and laid my head on his chest and traced all the tattoos on his stomach and chest. “Jet, I’m sorry. Why does it keep getting harder between us?”

  He sighed, “We just have to learn to trust each other and talk or this is never going to work between us.” He said as he traced circles up and down my back. We both fell asleep the rest of the afternoon and woke up about six o’clock that evening.

  We decided that we would just hang around his house and have a few friends over while we watched the race replay from the races on Saturday night. Jet showed us pictures everything that he won and the trophy that he left in the trailer for Cameron to keep. Jason was giving us commentary as we watched the race, when Jet’s cell phone rang with a number he didn’t recognize. Jason’s cell phone rang a few seconds later, I looked at Jet as he listened to the person on the other end of the phone talk. “What the fuck do you mean? She’s been in an accident? What the fuck kind of accident?” Jet yelled into the phone. Jason started yelling and hung up, “Let’s go we’ve gotta get back to mom, something is really fucking wrong.” Then he took off sprinting out the door with Jet and Jerod right behind him. I tried to yell for Jet but he never looked back, Jason sped off in his pickup while Jet and Jerod followed.

  After standing around confused about what was going on Mitch finally got a text back from Jerod almost an hour and a half later. He looked at Asher then to me and paled, “You’re not going to believe this shit. Their mom was found murdered…his dad was the one that killed her then turned the gun on himself.”

  My eyes got big, “OH MY GOD! No…you can’t be serious!” I started to cry, and tried to call Jet again. He didn’t answer so I left him a voice mail, *Jet, baby, please call me…I’m so sorry. I love you, call me when you have time.* I hung up and called my mom, she was beyond shocked to say the least, she had to leave for work and told me she would call me back later. I called my Uncle John, when I told him he was speechless. “Jesus Chassis, what the hell brought this on?” He finally asked.

  “I don’t know, I haven’t talked to Jet or Jason. We found out from Jerod about an hour ago.” I told him

  My uncle blew out a breath, “Just be there for him baby girl, this is going to be pretty rough on him and his brother.”

  “I know, surely he’ll call me later tonight or tomorrow sometime. I have to go out of town Thursday for a football game on Friday in Texas, we won’t be back until early Saturday sometime.”

  “I’m sure he will get ahold of you before then. God I can’t believe this.” He sighed. We talked for a few more minutes then hung up. It was getting close to eleven in the evening so Asher, Mitch and I decided to go back to the dorm. I text Jet but never got a reply, Mitch hadn’t heard any more from Jerod either.

  ~~~~

  It was late Monday evening when I finally got a call back from Jet,

  “Hey.” I answered softly.

  “Hey” he replied sounding completely exhausted.

  “Are you okay?” I asked.

  He chuckled, “Like that’s not the dumbest fucking thing you could ask.” He said.

  “I uh…I’m sorry Jet, I don’t know what to say. Do you need me to come there so you and Jason don’t have to go through this alone?”

  “We’ve got our other family here, Marvin isn’t going to be back until Wednesday sometime, he’s out of town on a business trip. I can’t believe this shit.”

  “When do you think you’ll be coming back? I can come see you after I get back to town on Saturday.”

  “What do you mean when you get back to town? Where the fuck are you going?”

  “Uh, there’s a football game in Texas, we’ll be leaving Thursday and
be back to campus Saturday sometime.” I told him.

  “Who’s traveling with you? Is Asher going to this game?”

  “Not to this one, we all drew out of a hat she will be on the next out of town game.”

  “Well, I’ve gotta go, I guess I’ll talk to you when I talk to you again.”

  “Okay, I love you!” I told him. He didn’t reply he hung up without another word.

  I sat on my bed and cried, Asher came in and sat down beside me, “Want to talk about it?” she asked as she hugged me. I shook my head ‘no’ and wiped the tears off of my cheeks. “He’s going through a lot right now Chass, I can’t even begin to imagine…” she said with a shaky voice. “Just give him time, okay. I think we are all in shock right now, we all want to help but I think Jason and him have their own way of handling things. They’ll let us in when they are ready to okay?”

  “I know, but it’s killing me. I don’t want him to feel like I don’t care if that makes sense. I just feel like I should be there but he said not to come. Then got upset when I told him I have to go out of town on Thursday.”

  “I’m sure by the time you get back on Saturday he will be ready to see you.” She said as she smoothed my hair and stared out the window.

  I woke up later when I heard my phone go off with a new text message, I scrambled off the bed hoping it was from Jet. I opened my messages and found that I had several that had finally come through after I had ruined my other phone. Jet’s messages clearly showed he was upset that he couldn’t find me, there were messages from Asher that Jet was looking for me too. Then the newest messages from Carley and Lawrence wanting to know when they could come party with us. I sent them back a group message letting them know there had been a family emergency with Jet and Jason’s family and told them it would be a while before either of them would be in a the mood to party. They both text back wanting to know what was going on, so I told them. Carley called me first, we talked for about ten minutes then Lawrence beeped in.

  “I knew his dad was bat shit crazy but not like THAT!” he said after I answered his call.

  “He was bad when I was a kid, you do know he’s the one who killed my dad right?”

  “Yeah, I was pretty sure but I knew it wasn’t my place to say anything. So have you talked to Jet since he got the call?” he asked.

  I told him about our conversation and how Jet was really not in the mood to visit. “Just give him time, he’ll come to you when he’s ready.” Lawrence told me.

  “I’m going to Texas on Thursday and I’ll be back early Saturday, hopefully when I get back he’ll want to see me or at least talk.”

  “Sweet, I’ll be in Houston those days, hook me up with a ticket to the game woman. We’ll go out for supper after the game if you can?”

  “I’ll text you and let you know, I’m pretty sure we can do whatever after the game. I ‘ll see you in a few days.” I said with a smile. We said our goodbyes and hung up.

  ~~~~

  Tuesday went by with no phone calls or text from Jet and he didn’t bother returning any of my calls or text throughout the day. He had called the school and let them know he wouldn’t be in his scheduled classes due to a death in the family. None of the professors knew when he was planning on coming back when I asked if he had mentioned it to the office. I tried to call Jason but he wasn’t answering his phone either, so I called Jerod and was surprised when he actually did answer.

  “Hey Chass..”

  “Hey Jerod, how are things going? I know that’s a stupid question, I really wish Jet would let me come be with him.”

  “Honestly, it’s not good obviously. Marvin still isn’t back in town, they finally removed the bodies from the house and a clean-up crew just left. Jason and Jet are staying pretty quiet, my dad and Nate’s other brother are still in shock. Last any of us knew Nate hadn’t talked to her in years, he had asked Jason about her but never actually talked to her as far as we knew.”

  “Why did he do this? I mean I know he was an alcoholic but why did he go after their mom? God I can’t believe this.” I said and tried to hold back tears.

  “He left each of the boys a lengthy letter but neither of them will let me read them. I honestly don’t have any idea what he could have put in the letters.”

  “Will you please tell Jet that I really want to come be there for him, I feel helpless being here.”

  “Chass, he’s not exactly in the right state of mind to be around anybody besides the ones that can bring him down when he’s on a rampage. Right now he wants nothing more than to beat the hell out of the man that did this but he can’t because his dad shot himself.”

  “Okay, just keep me posted…please?”

  “I will, keep me posted how the game goes.”

  We hung up, then I started packing for Thursday.

  Wednesday classes went by fairly quick, at the practice for the football players we all packed the medical equipment and loaded it into the appropriate totes. The medical staff gave us the itinerary for game day and told us to meet at the bus after our last class on Thursday.

  Thursday I text Jet to let him know that I really missed him and wanted to let him know I was thinking of him and Jason. As we loaded on the bus to make the short drive to the airport, one of the football players Brody Carlton a sophomore from Florida came and sat beside me. The football players and the sports med students had all gotten to know each other pretty well, we were constantly picking on each other and pulling pranks against the football players. “You’re going to be my seat buddy, I’ll keep you safe and you keep me safe. Always remember stranger danger when we get to the airport.” Brody said with a serious tone but trying to hide a smile.

  I rolled my eyes, “Brody, you’re a defensive lineman I think stranger danger should be the least of your concerns.” I said with a laugh.

  “Hey, women try to grope this you know! What if one of them successfully pulls me away and has her mean way with me?” He replied.

  “Right…and how big is this woman?” I asked with one eyebrow raised.

  Brody twisted his lips up and rubbed his chin, “Oh she’s about five foot four’ish, has a rockin’ hot body, her eyes, you’d kill for them…eh I’ll shut up and spare you the details. I know you chic’s don’t like to hear about each other.” He said with a grin.

  I slapped at his arm, “You’re such a perv!” I said and laughed.

  Once we got to the airport and everything was passed through the security and loaded onto the private jet, everybody boarded the airplane. Brody came and sat down beside me and stretched out his tall muscular six foot five, two hundred and sixty pound frame. I had my ear buds in listening to Pandora radio and was checking my Facebook. I glanced up at Brody that was reading my phone over my shoulder, so I laid my phone on my lap and pulled my ear buds out.

  “Nosey?”

  Brody laughed, “Nope, just bored. So what are we going to talk about the next couple of hours?”

  I shrugged my shoulders, “I’m going to take a nap if that’s okay with you.” I told him. The airplane started to taxi down the runway and soon lifted off.

  “Are you and Jet still an item? I haven’t seen him around lately.”

  “Yep we are, he’s not been around because, well…there was a family emergency.”

  Brody tilted his head, “Okay?”

  I leaned my head back against the seat and closed my eyes, “His dad murdered his mom then turned the gun on himself on Sunday.”

  I looked over at Brody that sat there blinking, “No shit? I thought his mom was remarried though.”

  I nodded my head, “She is, they have only been married for a few short months. His dad was a severe alcoholic though. I haven’t heard anything from him or Jason. Jerod told me that he did leave Jason and Jet each a letter though. I don’t know if Jet will ever let me see it since there was already hard feelings between me and his dad.”

  Brody nodded his head, “Yeah that was pretty fucked up, how you and Jet ended up together but
didn’t know that you two actually had a connection before.”

  I leaned my head against his shoulder, “I don’t want to talk about it anymore it’s driving me crazy that Jet won’t let me come be with him. Tell me more about you.”

  I raised my head off his shoulder and looked at him as he talked about his childhood. Brody was a very handsome black man, he had full lips, perfect straight white teeth and his eyes were a beautiful shade of green. His hair was cut in a typical military style haircut since he was raised in a military family. He told me about his one sister that was married and had a set of twin girls, his mom and dad traveled for his dad’s security business, and he pointed out numerous times that he was indeed a single guy. We visited a little more about my family until I finally dozed off with my head leaning against his shoulder. I was jolted awake when we hit turbulence, I grabbed Brody’s hand and squeezed it for dear life. He shook his head and laughed, “Woman if I was white that would have just turned my knuckles white.” He said as I released my grip.

  “You hush, I was sleeping good!” I said and tucked my jacket against the window and tried to go back to sleep.

  “Get over here, you look way to uncomfortable.” He told me and pulled at my arm.

  I laid my head against his shoulder and didn’t wake up again until he told me we were about to land.

  Once we all were inside the airport Mitch came up to me, “Brody and you looked pretty comfy. You givin' up on Jet?” He asked.

  “WHAT? No! I was comfortable…”

  “Chill out Chass, I’m just givin’’ you shit.” He said then grabbed his backpack and started towards the bus.